Sunday, December 21, 2008

I'm pregnant again!


Yupz! Joshua and I "striked" the second month we tried for another kid. I actually wanted to share this on the blog only after we've seen the baby's heartbeat so as to confirm the viability of the pregnancy, you know, anything can happen. But then... Ahhhhhh... Whatever.

Anyway, with my bulging stomach and the stark reality of my morning sickness or should I say All Day Sickness, it's hard not for people around me to notice. I'm sure this is no news to most of you readers already.

The pregnancy test kit was really super power... It showed a clear plus sign even in week 3 of my pregnancy! I waited for two weeks before I saw a gynea and during the course of the two weeks, I ate soooo much! I had like five full meals a day. It gave me false hope that maybe this pregnancy will be easier for me cos I had severe nausea for 6 whole months while carrying Joash. But alas! The nausea and tiredness hit me like a ton of bricks last week.

During my first gynae visit two Fridays ago, we could see the 1.5 cm gestational sac and a small ring inside that might be the baby. This coming Friday we'll be going in again to check for fetus and heartbeat. Pls pray for us, yah?

Joshua had been such a darling. Thank God that he is having holidays so he could take a few day's leave to help me with Joash while I writhe in agony all day in bed. Not sure how I'll cope after his holiday ends though... Perhaps like what one of my friends said: "Just die and resurrect everyday" LOL

With my heightened sense of smell, I really wanna hurl every time I smell Joash's poo/saliva or cook his meals. Carrying him makes me dizzy after a while. I hardly ate anything anymore and I can only hang in there by the grace of God. I'm gagging and periodically puking even while typing this post.

For those of you whom I frequently visit in the past, you now know why I seemed to have dropped off the face of the earth. I seriously can't go out with Joash anymore and I'll have to take cabs to get to anywhere at all cos public transport is just impossible for me now. So I'll have to depend on your good auspices to visit me instead if we are to keep in touch. Only God knows how many months my condition will last. So long for now... *sobz*

1 comment:

Emily said...

CONGRATULATIONS!!! How come so fast, Joash can hardly walk yet... hahaha ok lah he has STARTED walking.

THANK GOD for your second pregnancy. Pray that you will have the energy to tahan the next 9 months!

I need to visit u to return your lit cards! We wanted to get your help for garage admin next feb. Alas. you might have your fainting and puking spells :)